Tangled
I always get caught up in things (situations, circumstances, relationships–call it what you want) that do not work out. And in order to figure out a solution, I start to think. Then I start to ask myself questions. Simply put, I end up wasting a lot of time. ???, ????????????????????? Is it more fun that way? Or is it just the way it worked out?
After my semester at ACC, I deeply question (doubt?) the concept of fidelity, faithfulness, monogamy. You recall, I wondered why everyone had a significant other. But now, I wonder why 99% of them cheated on their significant others during their time abroad. Cheating was a recurring topic of conversation in two-on-one and one-on-one classes; we even wrote essays on it. Should we really hold monogamy in such high regard? What’s keeping us this way? I honestly do not think that societal stability is a reason. I don’t believe that any person can ever just love one person (in one lifetime, and even in one relationship). How to resolve this issue? I haven’t a clue.
My view on relationships might all change if one day I find myself in a relationship again. (ha.)