It’s ironic that I started (and, obviously, never finished) writing this blog just a few days before I was offered a fellowship. Four days later, I was approached by another company for interviews. Things seem to be coming together now, and I’ve never been more grateful for the support I received from friends, colleagues, and mentors. Where I go from here is still a mystery, but I remain optimistic, and I think that is the hardest part.
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I left a stable job (and ample opportunities) in Beijing, China to come back to the U.S. to segue into new experiences and bolster my credentials for a future career (whatever that may be). I am currently an intern at a think tank. While I have never enjoyed my research, workplace, and colleagues more, a modest stipend is hardly sustainable.
The employment market for 18- to 24-year-olds is astonishingly poor, with the unemployment rate hovering around 20-24%, which is about twice as high as the national average (see The Economist graph below). In the past several months, I: applied to over twenty-four jobs; was interviewed multiple times; was a finalist for a position that was ultimately given to someone completely overqualified.
It is so immensely hard to stay positive and persistent. Applying for jobs has eaten up my free time and kept me from pursuing more more productive outlets (read: an accomplishment; something to add to the resume). It’s a deathly cycle that’s difficult to break out of.